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dunno wierd day..

just felt like breaking down and crying today.. but then had to keep it all together for hours since i was out with family shopping.. for stuff.. and look for a table i want.. eh.. many times when i like had a moment to myself not busy looking at stuff i just.. bah.. hold back the teary eyes.. being a jerk to everyone today.. quiet..unwilling mode.. probably doing my best to not let on anything was wrong.. well to keep me from falling apart i guess.. mmm
should of stayed home today.. have my time alone to whatever

anyways not gay.. zzz