doma disorganised

v

2009-02-10T15:22:00.001+11:00

valentines day is coming up.. plannings a rush lala

hmm

2008-06-09T21:41:00.000+10:00

one more assignment left.. better get cracking

blah

2008-05-20T23:46:00.001+10:00

the semesters coming to a close.. omg assingments >_<

ok...

2008-05-06T19:59:00.001+10:00

regarding the last post.. all went well.. yay

anyways the semester is coming to a crunch now with assingments and all.. argh

ohhh

2008-04-18T01:37:00.000+10:00

i will tell my gf i love her tomorrow.. gonna give her 3 roses.. the nights all planned out!

good news

2008-04-17T00:29:00.001+10:00

i have a gf now, yay

blah

2008-02-08T00:04:00.000+11:00

tmrw enrolment day for uni.. i gott my hair nicely etc.. dont wanna make a bad ID photo!

and sunday is that anonymous rally against scientology.. i wanted to tag along but i got work on that day :(

<_<

2008-01-07T01:56:00.000+11:00

To love another person,
you must first love yourself.
Unfortunately,
I hate myself.
<_<

FarFromDead

2007-12-21T21:48:00.000+11:00

just posting cos im bored.. bleh..

havent updated in ages.. stuffs hapenning.. busy.. stressful.. more irritable<_< anyways the other week got a newish phone..SE k800.. cool camera

lazy to say more.. im off

random post..

2007-11-28T23:14:00.000+11:00

woo i made tuna salad..

anyways.. the stress full time of major assingments are over and im just crusing in holiday mode now.. but i still got this little side job to do for a real architect though.. cool but its work though<_<

parents taking a trip to thailand tommorrow

2007-11-17T00:04:00.000+11:00

whose gonna feed us kids left <_<

wooo

2007-11-16T20:50:00.001+11:00

got the email today and sent some examples of my work.. looking aright so far get to it right after i finish up my study ,, major project due in less than a week!

first real job?

2007-11-15T19:26:00.000+11:00

getting my first real dabble into study related work in architecture

looking alright so far.. just called a chap whose needing some 3d architectural work done.. heard the word through another friend who was too busy for it unfortunately..

but anyways felt so nervous before the call but i just did it and it seemed well.. hes gonna email me the details of it later tonight and we'll see what happens from there

its just a one-off project but still gonna be an awesome first step into the industry

blurgh

2007-11-12T00:09:00.000+11:00

last night went out to club then after that went to have kebab and walk to harbourside then i felt sick and vomited and friends kept patting my back trying to help but it more annoyed me anyways
so after that went home and crashed out still wearing my socks and stuff <_< then woke up 5 hours later to go to work.
im usually good the morning after i go drinking but this morning i felt like crap.. felt headache and wanted to vomit.. on the train tow work i did my best to compose myself.. but i carried a black pastic bag in my pocket just in case!
but on the short work to work from the train station i suddenly felt alright again and worked no problems..
but a guy there later on said i looked half drunk <_< whatever that means

call me crazy

2007-11-07T20:00:00.000+11:00

i pour a big of potato chips into a glass bowl and eat them using chopsticks

so it easy to access and doesnt dirty my fingers whee

oooh delta

2007-10-28T22:11:00.000+11:00

saw delta goodrem last friday.. after the mini concert had to wait 2 hours in line to meet her but i got an autograph and a photo out of it eheh

nosleep

2007-10-26T02:19:00.001+10:00

argh tired.. wanna give up alredy.. damn assignment

ahahaa

2007-10-23T17:35:00.000+10:00

last minute assingments suck grgrr

CASINO

2007-10-20T01:22:00.000+10:00

so my brithday today

tonight i gained like $60 fromt he poker machinese whee.. not bad from 2$ original input

agitatied

2007-10-15T21:23:00.000+10:00

lost the key yesterday

worked 12 hours today.. tired and annoyed

new philosophy if i want nothing and then get nothing i wont be dissapointed

damnit

2007-10-13T14:30:00.000+10:00

assignments to do

ARGH

meh

2007-10-12T00:46:00.000+10:00

my birthday in a week

gonna do nothing special

hmm

2007-10-09T00:00:00.000+10:00

been working more and more lazy for my mid semester break<_<

listening to delta goodrem too much recently too <_<

hot

2007-10-04T01:37:00.000+10:00

hot day today.. argh!

argh

2007-10-03T00:05:00.000+10:00

after work today decided to go get a haircut at my usual korean place .. had tot ake train then bus there from work.. well i got there and there was this handwritten sign there saying the shop is closed on tuesdays <_<

38 hours

2007-09-28T22:48:00.000+10:00

i should go to sleep soon.. i got work tomorrow.. ahhh

7:40am

2007-09-28T07:37:00.000+10:00

assingments.. done an all nighter.. its gonna be a long day

argh..

2007-09-26T19:49:00.001+10:00

ARGH! its crunch time

blarrgh

2007-09-22T18:57:00.001+10:00

must gett to work.. lala

I am McLovin

2007-09-21T23:50:00.001+10:00

saw superbad tonight.. goodgood ehe

procrastination

2007-09-20T00:10:00.001+10:00

procrastination at its best

..grah

2007-09-19T19:50:00.000+10:00

so tired of everything

damnitargh

2007-09-18T21:30:00.000+10:00

i give up

so stressed recently.. work.. study..personal stuff.. all of it.. argh

all i have to blame is myself for bad time managment i guess.. but then its also a matter of self motivation.. i dont feel bothered these day.. just wanna do nothing.. i wanna fly away

why..

2007-09-14T03:41:00.000+10:00

why do i leave things to the last minute T-T

bah

2007-09-13T01:31:00.000+10:00

why do i always leave things to the last minute

BUSYBOREDBUGGERED

2007-09-12T21:30:00.000+10:00

BAD MIX!

blerh

2007-09-09T19:53:00.000+10:00

was bored.. did some online test<_<
what a waste of time

anyways damn busy day at work today.. felt unhappy <_< just wanted to go home T-T

APEC RALLY

2007-09-08T23:06:00.000+10:00

hmm was apretty peacful protest.. oh well ehe we watched the borne ultimatim in the evening so was a good day

motivation

2007-09-06T06:23:00.000+10:00

just wanna give up now.. i wanna just do nothing.. just stare at the table.. or lie down stare at the clouds,.. or sit down somewhere and stare at the water and people walking by..

too stressed.. too busy.. i want to do nothing

nothing but sleep, please help me god, give me the strength to continue and not give in..

tired

2007-09-05T00:46:00.000+10:00

damn.. worked this morning.. then went home for a bit then went to the state library int he city.. so much security ppl around.. private and government types.. funny.. bins around in one CBD area was all taped up with garbage bags and police tape.. suppose to stop terrorists dropping random bombs in there.. so ppl just left thier garbage next to the bings or piled it on top
'
on trainride home a freind of my christian friend called me about stuff.. it was random and awkward cause i was tired and didnt feel liek talking muhc.. and im bad at talking to new ppl.. let alone on the phone<_< but anyways good on them for reaching out..

so tired now.. got work tomorrow evening.. grgr.. supose i can sleep in at least..h mm

EXODAY07

2007-09-02T01:28:00.000+10:00

went to the Big exo day thing at sydney olmpic park today.. was fun.. main highlight was the switchfoot act right at the end.. was pretty cool

it was like a christian based mini festival and it was pretty alright.. everyone seemed nice and ive never seen so many crazy looking teenagers with bright wied hair and clothing.. no goths or emos to be seen anywhere..
and the grounds looked really clean.. guess no one was littering too.. a big difference compared to the easter show ahah

oh and i got a cool metal bible from my christian friend.. metal, as in a metal hardcase lol.. not like hardcore metal music . lala

today was a special day though.. even though you cant see the wind, you can feel it, and its effects

shopping ooh

2007-08-31T01:02:00.000+10:00

spend nearly $150 on random stuff at a music store today.. closing down sale so 50% OFF EVERYTHING ahaha

spend 50$ on headphones and the rest on random cds

go for it <_<

2007-08-28T20:46:00.000+10:00

applying for university now.. <_<

Church!

2007-08-26T21:56:00.000+10:00

so today was the first time ever ever been in a church and it was pretty cool, not traditional like we all think
it was like hillsong but smaller and less extravagant hehe

i tagged along with one of my old classmate friends since i kinda promised her i would come along sometime.. that was liek sometime last year aha

it was a good experience.. alot of the stuff the guys with the mic were saying meant something to me.. and their jokes were a good mix.. hehe one guy was from scotland and had the thickest scottish accent.. reminded me of shrek

anyways had an alright day.. and fate had it today i met an old classmate i see seldomly.. last time i saw him was new years day this year some months ago.. i went on the same train carraige that he was on and noticed his loud voice haha.. gave my his number .. yay

so sleepy now.. shoudl go to slepe byee

32 hours

2007-08-25T00:11:00.000+10:00

32 hours awake.. awesome

nearly4am

2007-08-24T03:54:00.001+10:00

i feel like mcdonalds

motivation

2007-08-22T16:23:00.000+10:00

where are you?

naptime

2007-08-21T23:49:00.000+10:00

just woke up from a 5 hour nap.. feel so damn tired

break down

2007-08-21T15:16:00.000+10:00

why bother holding up in the first place

go away

2007-08-21T01:13:00.000+10:00

stop it ok

....

2007-08-20T16:29:00.000+10:00

so stressful ARGH

>_>_<_<

2007-08-19T23:19:00.000+10:00

nobody likes me. even me <_<

Blood!

2007-08-19T01:29:00.000+10:00

donated blood today, i feel useful.

MUSE!!!

2007-08-16T22:50:00.000+10:00

MUSE!!!

!!!ESUM

DONE!-2:54AM

2007-08-16T02:54:00.001+10:00

ONE MORE TO GO TOMORROW NIGHT! AHHH!!

arghh

2007-08-15T18:41:00.000+10:00

fuck photoshop
fuck MS word
im doing it on autocad

...

2007-08-14T19:11:00.000+10:00

i feel happy but also sad.. and it feels good in a way?

ARGH!

2007-08-14T02:21:00.000+10:00

2:20am.. just finished one assignment.. yay.. i was on a roll so i just kept going.. grgr

got work today too.. gotta wake at 6am! omg *dies*

bloodshot?

2007-08-13T00:39:00.001+10:00

i didnt look in the mirror this morning so didnt notice til some girls at work pointed out my right eye was quite red.. id dint think much til i got home and saw it.,. damn red.. thoguht it was a little bit.. but damn

gaah

2007-08-11T23:10:00.000+10:00

so. damn. tired.

so cheap

2007-08-10T23:49:00.000+10:00

todaay i bought

4 beck albums @ 5$each
8 assorted singles @1$each -15% each so 85c each!

<_<...

2007-08-10T01:51:00.001+10:00

fuck it.

....zzz

want to give up

2007-08-09T22:23:00.000+10:00

last minute assignmenting<_< grgr

OUch!

2007-08-09T00:23:00.001+10:00

pretty cool huh?

so i had an accident whilst cutting for the fruit machine, it didnt hurt but i knew what happened.. i was strangely calm about it.. walked to the back with the knife and had some else take care of the customer.

a coworker helped me put on the bandaid, satisfactorily done, considering her lack of professional medical training^^

lalala

2007-08-07T17:43:00.000+10:00

had a good day at work today, lala

finally getting closer to finishing my roll of film

bler

2007-08-07T00:42:00.000+10:00

nothing much to say.. going to sleep.. gotta wake up early tmrw for work..

today went to the state library.. good friendly service there

hmmm

2007-08-05T00:08:00.000+10:00

damn cut my fingers grgr

woo!1

2007-08-03T04:59:00.000+10:00

time for a little nap.. finish assignment 4:59am omg

need..

2007-08-03T02:21:00.001+10:00

need sleep.. must work.. gr

zzz

2007-08-02T21:59:00.000+10:00

so tired now.. walked around alot today. had field visit in afternoon.. and after that a friend called up and hung around the city for a bit.. walking around damn tired feet

and got assignment to do tonight.. damnit

damnit

2007-08-02T00:15:00.000+10:00

so sleepy.. got assignment to START.. due the day after tomorrow omg

never realised it would be this troublesome

bleh

2007-08-01T21:12:00.000+10:00

tonight was my first close ofr a long time where it was so quiet we had time to muck around, chat, do EVERYTHING, and have pancakes too^^

Simpsons movie

2007-07-30T23:23:00.000+10:00

saw the simpsons movie this evening, me and my friend didnt expect anything too much, we got what we expected though.. meh <_<

a hypothetical..

2007-07-29T21:48:00.000+10:00

metaphorically, would you cut off your finger to save your arm?, would you tear off your arm to save your life?

...

hmm..

2007-07-28T22:53:00.000+10:00

feeling <_<

indeed.

daaah

2007-07-28T03:48:00.000+10:00

drunk a bit tonight damn late,, was at casino earlier.. put one dollar in.. won 27 dollars eventually mwhahahaha

<_<

2007-07-27T16:13:00.000+10:00

<_<

wooo

2007-07-24T19:17:00.000+10:00

had a good day at work today, finished set up fast, not too many or too little customers, i was on the crepe machine and the orders that came in was busy but not too overwhelming, crepe machine was working well with no random sticky bits, had time to muck around with workmates, got time to do up the drink fridge nicely.

working again tomorrow, chances are, with today good luck.. tomorrow wont be so good <_<

2007-07-21T23:20:00.000+10:00

worked today.. holding back a cough is damn hard.. but did well to hold myself back.. considering the amount of coughing i do at home and stuff <_<

got work again tomorrow hope i feel better then

2007-07-19T22:39:00.000+10:00

wtf
found out today one of my classmates has been engaged.. for about a year now.. thats new news for me

wtf
teachers gave us the overview of ALL the assignments we gonna be doing this semester.. SO MANY IT NOT FUNNY YAH

damn..

2007-07-17T23:13:00.001+10:00

where is all this mucus coming from?

used so many tissues today

back

2007-07-16T13:05:00.000+10:00

i think i caught a cold .. feeling terrible now

weekend trip was fun.. skiing on saturday, i didnt fall over bad, only at the bottom on level ground cause its so clumsy walking around, and once my and another skiier clipped the ends of our skis that sent us rolling haha, no body contact so no injury, no problem

and sunday was just a random walk about day.. throwing rocks into a frozen river, snow man.. snow fight.. jumping around rolliogn about getting our socks wet, jumping into soft snow that swallowed us up to our waists sometimes ahah

we up for ti again next year ehe

last minute stuff

2007-07-13T01:33:00.000+10:00

packing for my weekend ski trip now

still gotta find gloves >_<

had lunch with some cool ppl from work, had pizza and pancakes mmm, guy from our work is leaving to focus on his studies in high school i gave him a dumb little lion toy..anyways

felt pretty tired today somehow dunno.. felt really dead tired around 6

hopefully i dont forget to pack something.. think i got everything i need for the little trip should be fun, shoudl be feeling excited now but been feeling my random down mood this end of the week, im sure my mood will pick up for sure when we start zipping down the slopes yay

...

2007-07-10T00:01:00.001+10:00

feel so bored these days

today friend came over so we could syncronise our pictures collection

then had food after and went for random grocery shopping together.. he was pushing the trolley

sounds like a gay day to me <_<

now im watching chinese drama reaching for the stars, and i like it and find it interesting..

what is happening to me, is it boredom?

best movie 2007

2007-07-06T01:25:00.000+10:00

saw transformers today, didnt hype myself too much about it

but it turned out to be heaps awesome

cinema was packed with americans though..

today we also went to see the USS kitty hawk aircraft carrier having a stop over in sydney

2007-07-04T23:47:00.000+10:00

bought a new pair of regular black classic converse shoes today

2007-07-03T22:53:00.000+10:00

closing late at work for the last 4 nights.. is it just me or what <_<

free day tomorrow.. get to go shopping, yay (if i still feel like it)

want

2007-07-02T00:31:00.000+10:00

i want.. to go shopping >_<

wintertime

2007-06-29T00:09:00.000+10:00

most possible weekend snow trip in 2 weeks!

thoughts

2007-06-28T00:23:00.000+10:00

amazing how some people can talk for so long about such irrelevant mundane topics

lalala

2007-06-25T19:46:00.000+10:00

so mcuh time now to do stuff whee exams all over wooo

AHHH

2007-06-21T00:58:00.000+10:00

2 NIGHTS TO GO

2007-06-20T16:36:00.001+10:00

one more til freedom

....

2007-06-18T04:24:00.000+10:00

so tired.. gona take alittle nap and then get back to work.. assingment hand in time 5pm in afternoon so shoudl be enough time.. btu really tired omg coffee doesnt work for me nooooo

<_<_<_<_<_<_<_<_<_<

2007-06-16T23:32:00.000+10:00

i feel dead.. omg

aaaaah so tired.. boss gave me day off tomorrow though(somone else take my shift, ,, THANKS L!).. so get time to sleep in yay! but not enuff time to do assingmsnets due omg aaaah im gonan die

daaaaaaaaaaaaaah

2007-06-15T23:33:00.000+10:00

i hate everything so much now

so much stress maybe grgrgr

so many assingment saahaha

2007-06-12T01:58:00.000+10:00

so many assingments so late coffe or red bul engerygy drinks dont work for me ahha so tired sleepy.. rrggrgr aaaah

lala

2007-05-26T01:15:00.000+10:00

ahh just had mums birthday dinner at some thai place

then watched pirates of the caribbean 3 with ym brother and a friend

so tired now.. got work tomorrow and 3 weeks left top do assignments grgrgr

baaah

2007-05-12T01:56:00.000+10:00

going to sleep got archery tmrw hmm

AVRIL LAVIGNE!!!

2007-05-09T00:08:00.000+10:00

guess who i went to see this morning..